the end of the beginning vol.II
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had a while where i could not use the one or the other hand (i'm brushing with my left hand and using the mouse with the right and knocked 'em both out). hanging around, pissed, angry at my body and reading tons of books.
this was also the time when i shutted everything down, trying to generate an algorythm where i can continue to do the stuff without ruining my body entirely.

but i want to mess wit the skills that i have and enhance further. its never a bad idea to learn something new. every time i do it i want to enhance.

but the question of the medium is also already a question what you actually wanna do. 'the medium is the message'. ah.

so is this statement true? well... yes. kinda. but whats the message? well... i am the message. i'm distributing a part of my brain. and whats in my brain? odd stuff.
someone from italy send me an email interview with interesting questions where i just had to realise why i did certain things.

why scars? i guess i like 'em somehow in a bizarre way. it means that you have survived something unpleasant.

thats not that bad. sometimes someone gets hurt. subliminal or unsubliminal.

for instance study: i got though it. finally. i went to institutions (various schools and university) for the last... 18 years.